Okay ,
you know why i want to write this post?
what is the point?
is just because of the stupid things .
they have no rights to denda me .
but never mine .
i just give them denda .
i don't mine .!
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sometimes i don't give you draw my book ,
then you scold me .
you don't even know ,
how much should i rub because of your conteng .
conteng a lot and don't help me to rub .
don't give you conteng then say I just care bout' my schoolmates.
don't care bout' you .
you don't even know how i feel .
not in a same school ,
the rules also not the same .
you conteng my book ,
in the end of the year ,
i must rub all .
and now you just think that i'm not important now .
so ,
if nothings ,
i think you won't call me .
i think my classmates care bout' me more than you .
you know what happen today?
you don't know .
some more you don't know how i feel .
but they do .
they really know what kind of people am i .
and know how to respect me .
but you don't .
last tiem ,
i really think that i very important in your life ,
this few days ,
oh no ,
is this few month ,
every things change .
you just care bout her .
go shopping with her .
go lah .
next time i won't go out .
just think i'm wanna study ,okay .
give me some space .
no ,
you give a lot of space to me .
maybe ,
our distance is more far now ...
you won't know how i feel now .
i swear you don't know.
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Evonee
9-11-2010
Tuesday
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this post ,
is for someone .
i hope she know how i feel .
but i know it is very hard .
