-No Rights . - My Real Feeling

Okay ,

you know why i want to write this post?

what is the point?

is just because of the stupid things .

they have no rights to denda me .

but never mine .

i just give them denda .

i don't mine .!

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sometimes i don't give you draw my book ,

then you scold me .

you don't even know ,

how much should i rub because of your conteng .

conteng a lot and don't help me to rub .

don't give you conteng then say I just care bout' my schoolmates.

don't care bout' you .

you don't even know how i feel .

not in a same school ,

the rules also not the same .

you conteng my book ,

in the end of the year ,

i must rub all .

and now you just think that i'm not important now .

so ,

if nothings ,

i think you won't call me .

i think my classmates care bout' me more than you .

you know what happen today?

you don't know .

some more you don't know how i feel .

but they do .

they really know what kind of people am i .

and know how to respect me .

but you don't .

last tiem ,

i really think that i very important in your life ,

this few days ,

oh no ,

is this few month ,

every things change .

you just care bout her .

go shopping with her .

go lah .

next time i won't go out .

just think i'm wanna study ,okay .

give me some space .

no ,

you give a lot of space to me .

maybe ,

our distance is more far now ...

you won't know how i feel now .

i swear you don't know.

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Evonee

9-11-2010

Tuesday

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this post ,

is for someone .

i hope she know how i feel .

but i know it is very hard .

Wedding dress .

i think all of you know who's taeyang right ?

and i think everyone like his song "wedding dress"right?

i saw the his mv just now ,

he is pretty cool .

and that mv is touch .

when he dance ,

he is so damn cool !

i almost crazy because of him (not that serious also)

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do you heard before ?

rain - love song .

in this mv ,

i saw a comment .

got one people say that he is hot and she wanna to rape him ,

funny right ?

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today i having exam too .

exam subject is ,

math 1 , seni visual , math 2 .

so ,

i think i gonna to sing ,

I'M NOT AFRAID ,

TO TAKE THIS STAND ,

EVERYBODY ,

COME TAKE MY HAND ,

WE WALK THIS WORLD TOGETHER THROUGH THE STORM ,

WHATEVER WEATHER COOL OR WARM .

JUST LETTIN' YOU KNOW THAT ,

YOU ARE NOT ALONE .

HOLLA IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU HAVE BEEN DOWN THE SAME ROAD .

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i'm mad today .

i don't even know what am i writing men!

bye .

time to prepare exam things .

bye bye

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Evonee

22-10-2010

Friday

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I hate Lam Fong .

I think almost all of you like lam fong ,

last time ,

i had bit admire him .

but ,

this whole month ,

i changes my mind .

if really need to wait his signature for 2-3 hours ,

then why I don't waste some money ,

go to see my own idol .

I think i was too over ,

i was damaging people idol .

i'm mot sure you are a fans of him or not .

if really is ,

i sorry to write this post .

today i having my exam .

hope god bless me that i could get a good result .

be honest ,

i really try my best to study .

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Evonee

21-10-2010

Thursday

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I couldn't love without love .

Okay ,

if you think that this post is about love ,

then you are wrong .

but ,

say true ...

i can't live without love from my family .

maybe is since when i small ,

i was the smallest in my family ,

so some of them give me more love then my brothers .

i love the love they gave .

and i can't live without their love .

be honest ,

sometimes ,

i'm small gas .

but i just wish i won't lose my love .

i will have that love forever .

that all i wish .

i know that i couldn't be like that ,

but ,

human sometimes is selfish .

so i don't know what i think is correct or not .

tomorrow i having my exam .

god!

my worst subject !

i should end my post now and go study .

everyone ,

bye and good night .

I need people love ,

but i love people too..

love you friends , my lovely parents and brothers .

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Evonee

20-10-2010

Wednesday

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all the best and try your best in our exam friends !

FIGHT FOR THIS EXAM !

LET FIGHT TOGETHER !

Grandpa birthday ...

Okay ,

today is my grandpa early birthday party ...

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA "

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Be honest ...

I think my cousin and I is very good in eating ...

examples :

1st - we ate all the prawn before the waitress took the sos to us

2nd - we finish 3 plate of food before they give us the rices...

Pro right ?

when my auntie saw us eating ...

they also say us ...

" new generation "(we ate to fast )

after finish eating ...

then we still at the restaurant talking about life ...

I still give them bully ..

pity me lah ...

but that still okay .

just got 1 bully me only ...

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today ,

i found out somethings .

that ,

while boy playing anythings ...

they sure will open somethings bout girls ...

like the song of girl generation or Tiara ...

or maybe 2nei ...

then how bout girls?

they do the same things ,

but different is ...

they open somethings about shinee ...( i love shinee )

or maybe bigbang ( i love bigbang too)

or maybe beast ( i like beast too )

and other others ...

or maybe they see their lovers ..

you know...

that very hard to say who you seeing in

youtube , google , or maybe is facebook .

this world has a lot of different kind of people .

we wont ever know what he seeing while you are sleeping or somethings else .

i feel that i'm tired playing today .

bye everyone .

not bye is goodnight .

good night everyone .

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Evonee

16-10-2010

Saturday

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my eyes wanna close now ...

good night .

ARGHHH! !!! I GONNA BE CRAZY !

This whole week ...

I WAS TOO HARDWORKING MEN !

THAT BROKE MY RECORD .

I study and study and study and study ...

could you believe that ?

I WAS SO DAMN LAZY also keep on study ...

that so ..

I'm shock ...

Just this week ...

I have gone to library for two times ...

(you know that i don't like books )

arghhh...

i wish that I'm a small girl ...

then not much things to worried about ...

NO LOVE ( FAMILY LOVE OF CAUSE GOT LAH )

NO THAT MUCH OF HOMEWORK ...

AND STILL CAN BE SO NAIVE ...

NO NEED CARE WHAT OTHERS PEOPLE THINK ABOUT US ...

Just do myself ...

-I AM WHO I AM -

I just who I am ...

feel so sleepy ...

morning 8.00 woke up and prepare go library ...

After that ,

at library study for ....

i think 4 hours ...

but the time past fast ....

after that ...

i went to school ...

until 6.30 i came back from school ..

after that ,

prepare go tuition ...

at tuition keep on doing math ...

forget about time ...

then is TIME FOR HOME ..

Actually i want to study ...

but i really give up ...

feel so tired now ...

maybe tell you a secret ...my eyes like wanna close already

(at 11.30 p.m. )

oh god !!!

I become weaker and weaker ...

i must tahan men!

later i still need to study and do my homeworks ...

i think is should end my post now ...

feel so sleepy ...

bye bye ~

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Evonee

Thursday

14-10-2010

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I have forget about 1 things ...

Adam Lambert is having a concert today ...

even he is gay...

but hope he have a nice day in Malaysia ...

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE !!!

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M.E.S.S.A.G.E

To : Kong Sum Ye

Kong ,

thanks for you wishing ....

i very glad that you still remember my birthday

even I don't have remind you ...

really ...

thanks Kong ...

I feel touch ...

some more ...

no need birthday present also can ...

because i know that you are really kind for me ...

say Happy birthday to me with your heart ~

sorry ...

last time I don't know what should i buy to you so i just simply buy a things only ...

hehe~

sorry ya~

think positive ...

is you wanna to transfer school ...

i support you ...

i'm the 1st who support you forever...

even anythings(but bad things i won't lah)

ermmm...thanks for your birthday wishing ya~

hope you happy forever ...

love you ~ (everyone know that i'm not lesbian i think )

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Bout' my family birthday

1st brother birthday -

my mum said that he gave birth my eldest brother is the most pain want ...

thn we all say ...

the 1st want mah ...

must pain lah ...

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2nd brother birthday -

he is the one who use a lot of money while he just gave birth ...

cause that time he was weak so ...

he leave at the hospital for more few days ~

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3rd brothers -

my mum said that she not happy giving birth 3rd brother ...

cause she want a girl but she a boys ...

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my birthday -

when the time i gave birth ...

my mum was very sad ...

cause the day before i gave birth ...

my auntie die ...

and i also very sad because i don't even know how she look like ...

and my mum also very very sad because we are a one big family ...

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my birthday i must thanks my mum ...

mum thanks you ...

ermmm...i should end my pot now ...

last sentences : love you friends ...

thanks for your wishing ...

even my birthday still haven't reach ..
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Evonee

3-10-2010

Sunday

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I.GET.MY.INJECTION.

I don't know how can I get that injection without crying ...

and i find out...

injection that time is not pain ...

but after injection that time only pain until ...

ishhh....

don't know how to say that pain ...

pain until ...

i can't even put my hand on the table when i doing my homework ...

OH GOD!!!

yesterday i was like a cacat ...

eat dinner that time ...

my left hand is under the table ...

anythings i also can't do with my left hand ...

GOD!

but still got some good things is ...

even i want to drink milo ...

i also no need to do it myself ...

"daddy,i hungry ...want to drink milo "

then my daddy and mummy will say : "okay a...call your brother make for you "

haha...

no need do anythings ....

argh!!!

now still go a bit pain ...

so no more typing words arh ...

bryebye~

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Evonee

2rd October 2010

Saturday

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bye bye~

W.E.A.R.E.J.U.S.T.A.H.U.M.A.N.B.E.I.N.G

W.E.

A.R.E

J.U.S.T

A.

H.U.M.A.N

B.E.I.N.G

We are just a human being ...

we cannot control the time ,

day ,

even a people heart ....

Even the heart is ours ...

but sometimes I don't even know that what am I thinking !!

We are just a human ...

We are not God ...

God create us ...

Angel protect us ...

Family , Friends

give us happiness ...

protect us ...

so,

sometimes I was thinking ...

could I become a Angel??

could i become a vampire??

could I become a ware wolf??

or ...

could I become the smartest person in the world??

but all we wish ...

won't happen ...

cause we are just a human being ...

we could not make the time flow back to the starting of holiday ...

we also could not make the time flow towards to the ending of holidays ...

cause ...

we are just a human being ...

we are not God ...

we are not angel ...

we are just a human ...

even human cannot control somethings ...

then why we don't try to relax??

some more appreciate what we had now??

sometimes ...

if you don't try to put down ...

then how you going to enjoy your life ...

we are just a human ...

so ...

forgive someone who do wrong before ...

forgive someone who hurt you before ...

forgive anyone ...

or ...

if you do wrong ...

apologize ...

sometimes I know "S.O.R.R.Y" is very hard to say ...

but ...

just say ...

remember ...

you had done somethings wrong ...

say S.O.R.R.Y. this word won't kill yourself

Sometimes ...

someone need our help ...

but we don't know ...

This world is full of people who need our helps ...

if you can ...

help them ...

if you want to ...

but you can't ...

then just pray for them ...

pray for the pity children ...

pity human ...

so ...

hope you all understand what i saying ...

(i also a bit don't know what i saying )

life ...

couldn't control by ourself ...

enjoy yourself ...

you life ...

i think i had say a lot of nonsense ...

i should say ...

bye bye~

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Evonee

Tuesday

14-9-2010

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FRIENDS ,

REMEMBER THAT I'M CHIN YEE VOON ...

THE MOST CRAZY THAT ONE !!!

I.G.O.I.N.G.T.O.B.E.C.R.A.Z.Y

I.G.O.I.N.G.T.O.B.E.C.R.A.Z.Y

can you understand what I writing?

haha ...

I GOING TO BE CRAZY !!!!

Could you believe that?

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I also don;t know what I wanna write ...

do you know what i wanna write?

could you tell me??

C.A.N

S.O.M.E.O.N.E

T.E.L.L.

M.E.

?.?.?.

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Evonee

Tuesday

14-9-2010

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Lost World trip ~

I gone to Tambun Lost World today ... ...

what a nice day ... ...

but very very tired ... ...

Yesterday ...

I slept at 1 somethings in the morning ... ...

Today ,

I woke up at 8 a.m.

that why i so tired ... ...

Now is 9.05 p.m.

my brothers was sleeping cause tired playing water today ... ...

and i was siting in front of computer writing this post ...

hehe ...

I'm full of energy ...

that why I could sit in front of computer and write this post .

9.12 p.m.

my mum went out ... ...

i gave her a kiss before she went out ...

(good girl leh..selfloving)

okay ...

continue ...

Lost world plus some other pool and games ...

some more the ticket also become more expensive ...

Children - RM 32

Adult - RM 38

expensive right ??

aiya ...

never mine lah ...

had fun in lost world with you

Yan ,Janice , brother ...

thanks you all for take caring me ...

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i need to ask some question :

1 - who create pirate ship ?

2 - who create the people who create pirate ship ?

3 - who got go play the pirate ship in Sunway Lagoon ?

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GOD !

You are very unfair ... ...

you create the people until so smart... ...

but i quite stupid ... ...

I think I can't blame you ...

because ... ...

I'm lazy ...

i should end my post now ...

bye bye friends ...

and ... ...

answer the questions ,

leave your answer in the chat box there ...

thank you ~

I say thanks here :

THANK YOU!
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Evonee

Friday

11-9-2010

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sometimes i don't know why ...

why i always ...

i say ...

i answer ...

just like a crazy people...

doing crazy things like mental problem patient ...

someone pity me !!!

haha ...

joking ...

(crazy again)

bye bye~

Tell Me Why-Declan Galbraith

Declan Galbraith is cutter while he was small ...



Lyrics of this song :

In my dream, children sing

A song of love for every boy and girl

The sky is blue and fields are green

And laughter is the language of the world

Then i wake and all i see

Is a world full of people in need

Chorus:

Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?

Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?

Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand

When so many need somebody

We don't give a helping hand

Tell me why?

Everyday i ask myself

What will i have to do to be a man?

Do i have to stand and fight

To prove to everybody who i am?

Is that what my life is for

To waste in a world full of war?

Chorus:

Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?

Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?

Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand

When so many need somebody

We don't give a helping hand

Tell me why?

Chorus:

(children)tell me why?(declan)tell me why?

(children)tell me why?(declan)tell me why?

(together) just tell me why, why, why?

Chorus:

Tell me why(why) does it have to be like this?

Tell me why (why) is there something i have missed?

Tell me why (why) cos i don't understand

When so many need somebody

We don't give a helping hand

Tell me why?

Chorus:

Tell me why (why,why,does the tiger run)

Tell me why(why why do we shoot the gun)

Tell me why (why,why do we never learn)

Can someone tell us why we let the forest burn?

(why,why do we say we care)

Tell me why(why,why do we stand and stare)

Tell me why(why,why do the dolphins cry)

Can some one tell us why we let the ocean die?

(why,why if we're all the same)

Tell me why(why,why do we pass the blame)

Tell me why (why,why does it never end)

Can some one tell us why we cannot just be friends?

Why,why

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Evonee

6-9-2010

Monday

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Declan galbraith - An angel

I started like his song...

some more...

Justin Bieber ...

you see Declan Galbraith ....

much better than you a million times...





Lyrics to this song:

wish I had your pair of wings

Had them last night in my dreams

I was chasing butterflies

Till the sunrise broke my eyes

Tonight the sky has glued my eyes

Cause what they see's an angel hive

I've got to touch that magic sky

And greet the angels in their hive

Sometimes I wish I were an angel

Sometimes I wish I were you

Sometimes I wish I were an angel

Sometimes I wish I were you

And all the sweet honey from above

Pour it all over me sweet love

And while you're flying around my head

Your honey kisses keep me fed

I wish I had a pair of wings

Just like last night in my dreams

I was lost in paradise

I wish I'd never opened my eyes

Sometimes I wish I were an angel

Sometimes I wish I were you

But there's danger in the air

Tryin' so hard to be unfair

Danger's in the air

Tryin' so hard to give us a scare

But were not afraid

Sometimes I wish I were an angel

Sometimes I wish I were you

Wish I were you

Oh I wish I were you

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Evonee

6-9-2010

Monday

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have a happy holiday ~

I think forget about it is better for everyone

I think I should forget what happen around me this few week...

i think...

I already forget...

okay...

here I should say "SORRY"

to everyone because I was disturbing everyone that time when i was not happy...

"SORRY"

some more...

"Thanks...

when i was not happy...

you all give me many advise..

make me happy...

now i okay already...

so...

thanks you guys...

thanks you...

thanks...

Forget what happen now is better than anythings...

forget about it is better for everyone included me...

so...

send you all one words...

L.O.V.E ...

L.O.V.E stands for

L - Lake of sorrow

O - Ocean of tears

V - Valley of death

E - End of life

L.O.V.E could say as a very important words in our life...

we say I LOVE YOU to everyone we love...

l.o.v.e - Lake of sorrow, Ocean of tears, Valley of death, End of life

that mean...

love also full of our memory...

is mean our life is full of love...

okay...

i don't know what should i write already...

so...

i think i should end my post now..

lastly...

i must say "thanks you" and "sorry" to all of you...

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Evonee

23-8-2010

Monday

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today is hungry ghost festival...

hope you all can sleep well....

Did I do wrong??

okay...

I need to say...

that "Don't pretend again" and

"Why They Don't know what they done is wrong!?"

is saying two different people...

can i ask...

did i do anythings wrong to hurt them or bully them??

I think no right??!!

But ...

every things I do ...

they say is wrong....

they say me 8...

care about friends also call 8...

then remember friends...

don't care about this kind of friends...

like to say you like a dog and like a maid...

some more say me中伤他...

beg you lah...

use a mirror to see your look lah....

you not very famous...

my friends wont know who are you...

because they are my friends...

tell them what happen...

got anythings wrong??

If my heart bleeding...

I cannot tell anyone just because of you...

but if my heart really very pain...

what should I do??

tell my friends lah...

then they will give me advise...

teach me how to do...

the ways i endure you and give you faces

won't be happen anymore...

because you are not my friends anymore....

i won't allowed i have a rude friends....

say the friends who care about you 8....

If you can't accept my way...

I also can't accept you way...

last time....

u call me 8 po...

i just think that you are joking....

but now...

I know you are serious...

You don't care about people heart...

you like to say what then what...

do you think you are queen???

or princess????

but you aren't ...

you aren't a princess or a queen...

so you can't scold me...

did i scold you back...

did i??

i didn't!!!

hate me???

you think i don't know you always say my bad things behind me???

I know that....

say me selfloving...say me fahao...

say that i think myself very pretty...

all i gonna to say is i didn't...

I believe that myself is ugly....

so even they say me ugly...

i won't care...

but just you can't...

endure live in my heart for 12 years 11 month...

endure tell me i must endure you..

but i think your endure don't have tell you about...

you are rude...

a little bit then say rude words...

okay...

i know i am rude also...

but..

you know...

when i go back home...

my mum put her eyes on me...

i need stand straight...

i need to sit probely to eat...

I cannot waste my time...

everythings everythings i do...

my mum is seeing...

even sometimes i don't have do...

but at least...

i respect them...

i won't say rude words if i not angry or anythings...

angry is an evil in my life...

angry will make me become very rude...

so...

i try not to be angry...

even this moment...

my heart not bleeding...

not angrying...

and not sleeping...

"heart broke into pieces and i can't catch it"

this words is not suitable for my heart....

cause now my heart tell me...

this kind of friends...

who don't know how to respect me...

no need to care about them...

I believe when I grow older...

Anythings will be different ...

they will get punishment from their god...
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Evonee

21-8-2010

Saturday

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Why They Don't know what they done is wrong!?

I really disappointed....

They won't know why they wrong at...

and say you are annoying...

the one who do wrong is you...

could you believe that???!!!

they always call you 8 po...

call u idiot...

say that you is maid...

say that you is A DOG!!!

Remember...

they say you is a dog...

last time...

i won't care...

but now...

already enough...

pass few year...

when my heart bleeding...

who knows???

they just think you is a dog...

call you sit then sit...

call you stand then stand...

give they bit also won't angry...

can you believe that???

last time i was the dog that they say...

i won't angry because i know...

if i really scold her...

we won't be friends anymore...

so i just like nothings happen...

just smile...

but now...

already enough...

I don't want endure anymore.....!!!!

they will just think that you is a dog...

bully you ...

you won't angry at all...

endure live in my life for 12years 11month...

now...

i really don't want endure her anymore...

when our heart hurt...

then they will say you 8 po....

in front plus want si...everyday like that say you!

could you believe that..

she your friends!!!

some more she write at facebook say me 中伤他!!!

i got say anythings!!!

so that why i say...

i was disappointed...

i hope my life won't have her!

God I beg you...

i beg you just let her disappear at my life...

God I bless you!!!

hope God can hear what i say...

even this is a bad hope...

but i really can't endure her...

really...
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Evonee

20-8-2010

Friday

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Don't pretend again...

Okay....

this is nothings about myself or who...

is just about the girl

who think that she are very pretty...

who think she was a princess ...

who think she was very smart ...

who think she was very big...

call you do anythings must do ...

some more don't even respect eldest ...

You know why I say she don't even respect eldest???

because when you go in people car ...

you must call the people who fetch you ...

but she didn't ...

she just go in and don't talk anythings...

no manners at all ...

my friends told me ...

when her mum fetch them ...

they call auntie ...

she won't care about you want ...

some more like to show off...

no wonder she got this kind of daughter...

like to lie people ...

i remember she lie my friends about some things impossible...

you know what she say??

she say...

I won a dancing champion in England....

stupid right ...

she don't even think about...

no one will believe it...

because...

it is very difficult to get champion in England...

don't say Champion...

2nd runner up also very difficult...

don't she go see the talent show...

they dance so nice also can't get champion...

so,how can she get champion ...

You know why i say her pretend...

she like to pretend in front of the boys...

pretend that she was smart....

pretend that she was pity....

pretend that she was a good girl ...

just like yesterday...

i really very cool until i shaking...

so i need to sit inside inside....

but you know what she said???

she said...

this two place got people sit want....

if really like that...

then can i ask...

who is that two ghost...???

no one sit there that moment...

and i was shaking...

after that..

i borrow XXX cellphone to see...

i saw what she write to her!!!

she said...

i very bad...hate me...call me don't sit but i sit...

not just this...

the mouth is ours ...

why we must listen to her???

so...

we talk together...

she keep on say to b.bear...

diam lah you....

diam lah you...

i really want slap her...

she don't even respect people....!!!

she think that she was princess!!!

You don't respect me never mine...

but...

please RESPECT MY EYES....

BUT you don't even respect people...

No Manners at all...

i was ashamed that i know her!!!

I FEEL SO ASHAMED ....!!!

ya...

people will change...

some change good...

some change bad...

but at least they know what is manners!!!!

she this kind of people just know how to push the wrong to other people...

show people her innocent faces...

say that she was innocent...

say that she don't do anythings wrong...

but...

start from beginning ....

then she was wrong...

she is a play girl...

now a day...

she got two boyfriends...

English is not very good..

(I know that my English is not very good too)

two of her boyfriends also study in a English school...

I not really want to say her bad things...

but...

she really do many things wrong...

i cannot be friends with this kind of people...

so just forgive me,friends...(not included her)

I no need her forgiveness!!!

okay...

i think i should end this post...

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Evonee

20-8-2010

Friday

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Wednesday joke

Okay…

Did I told you all about

I need to go to school early every Saturday

except for holidays…

I go to school early every Wednesday is because

I have special Chinese class…

It just a normal Chinese class actually…

But I need to go school early…

Sometimes very boring …

But this week…

Teacher let us mark Sam Tet school essay…

(the last class want)

Damn funny…

They write essay very funny…

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Example from one of that essay…

今天妈妈叫我打扫卧室，我便说为什么叫我喔，叫工人咯。

然后妈妈说你不要给我讲多多。快去打扫。

那我就讲哦看咯（OK LO）

Then down there keep on write …

喔..咯…

Very funny …

But I don’t have copy what he write…

So…

I cannot write out that funny things…

But if can..

Then next time I put on here…

Haha…

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okay..

that all for this post...

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Evonee

19-8-2010

Thursday

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Can We Pretend That Airplanes In The Night Sky

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars....

could really use a wish right now

(wish right now, wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now

(wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish

To go back to a place much simpler than this

Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'

And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion

And all the pandemonium and all the madness

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

And when you're staring at that phone in your lap

And you hoping but them people never call you back

But that's just how the story unfolds

You get another hand soon after you fold

And when your plans unravel

And they sayin' what would you wish for

If you had one chance

So airplane airplane sorry I'm late

I'm on my way so don't close that gate

If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight

And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

The Truth That You Leave (pianoboy)

The truth That You Leave

If you Want to know how to play this song

you can go this website...

http://zhaogepu.com/gangqin/44508.html

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Evonee

16-8-2010

Monday

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I Still That Childish...

Someone say that I become mature...

but..

all i can say is...

i still childish...

maybe you all wont know how childish am i ...

cause...

not many people know that...

but i think maybe i know why they say me mature...

they say me mature because what i say have different...

they say me mature is because i grow bigger...

they say me mature because they don't know what i worried about...

I want to be childish...

then not many things to worried about...

just laugh and smile to pass all my life...

then you say how great is that...

I hope so...

last i want to say ...

i am childish...

i am childish...

i am childish...

i am childish...

i am childish...

keep on repeat...

then maybe i will become more childish...

hehe...

everyday ...

i call my bro like this :

brother brother brother brother brother brother...

just keep on call if they don't care what i say...

that way i say myself childish...

i am childish

i am childish

i am childish...

i am childish!!!!

haha....

(lame)

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Evonee

13-8-2010

Friday

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Love the ways you lie...Eminem feat Rihanna

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love her
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
'Cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's Lois Lane, but when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you're best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know you 'cause today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, Baby, it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

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Evonee

11-8-2010

Wednesday

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Memories~

A lot of memories...

but...

I want to write about my three brothers...

hehe..

someone said that..

got brother or sister is not good...

but for me..

have some brothers is great!

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Memories with my big brothers...

When i was small...

my brothers like to say this words in front of me...

"Fin Fin"

You know what is that???

This is a name of a fish....

zzz...

but my brother always say in front of me...

ish...

and some times he is funny...

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Memories with my second brothers...

aiyo..

my this brothers arh...

haiiii....

don't know how to say...

when i was small,

he will always say like this...

"yee voon...who bully you tell me...

i help you scold him or her..."

then one day...

my friends brother use a marble guns to attack me...

that's pain...

so i go up stair and tell my brothers...

my brother go down stair and scold him say

"Why you bully her...you haven't die before arh...???"'

that make me feel so happy...

and i very glad that i have this brothers...

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Memories with third brothers...

haha...

this brother arh...

aiyo...

also don't know how to say him...

this brother always give me trouble...

some more i must follow what he say...

this is call bully...

T.T

but...

he still will protect me...

that is really great you know...

that feel great!

anythings i wanna to buy..

i will just like...

"yerrrr....gege...i want to buy this...buy for me"

sometimes my brothers will buy for me...

not just my third brothers...

my others brothers also will buy for me...

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It is really great...

you live in the place who everyone protect us...

you will feel that is wonderful...

I appreciate what i have now...

thanks every one who cares about me...

thanks...

and who say is not good having a brothers...

but youngest brothers really not good...~

hehe~

have to end my post now...

bye

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Evonee

11-8-2010

Wednesday

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If Time Might Flow Back~

Last week,

I was arranging my cupboard and desk...

I found many things...

I found the greeting cards who give by Kong...

Birthday cards , Chinese New Year cards.....

Finally,

I found out who is the one who really care about me...

I found out...

My family....

Kong...

Janice....

Angelia....

any others...

I was glad...

I wish that time could flow back...

that time...

I will appreciate the time we together....

I will...

Secondary school...

I really very stupid in feeling...

I don't know what is happening and

I don't know who is my real friends that who kind me goods...

i really don't know...

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Evonee

8-8-2010

Sunday

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All The Best In Exam!!!!

All the best in exam ,

for everyone who having exam this few weeks!!!

hope you all pass your exam with flying colour!

add oil!!!!

OMG!!!

I have to study now...

bye~

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Evonee

2-8-2010

Monday

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all the best in exam fiends~

I wish I could see the world behind my wolrd...

i wish i can see the world behind my wall...

i think it is wonderful...

they tell me it is so beautiful,

I believe them but will i ever know .....

i got to search the picture of the country...

it is really wonderful...~

Paris -



nice right??




so cool... i wish i'm there now!!!



Eiffel towers

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Ferris wheel~cool...it is so big!!!



London so big!!!





London Bridge in morning~






I saw big ben there!!!





London Bridge in night~cool right??



London Bridge in sunset

(i not sure is sunset or what.. hehe)





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does it look wonderful...

this is the two places i wish to go the most...

hope you like it~

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Evonee

30-7-2010

Friday

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hope you all like my post~

:]

My busy week...

This whole week,

I become hardworking....

Just because of my teacher and exam...

my geography project.....

my ujian piawai II,

if keep on like that,

i think maybe i will be more busy than Obama...(laughing)

some ore my teacher give so many homework.

crazy lo~!!!!

but i have a wonderful day everyday ...

aiya...don't know what to say...

so...i just stop here...

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Evonee

30-7-2010

Friday

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good luck to all people who having their exam~

The lyrics of the song in my MiXxxPodd

World behind my wall - Tokio Hotel

It's raining today
The blinds are shut, it's always the same
I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane

Life on TV
It's random, it means nothing to me
I'm writing down what I cannot see
Wanna wake up in a dream

Whoa, whoa
They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall?

Whoa, whoa
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall

Trains in the sky
Are traveling through fragments of time
They're taking me to parts of my mind
That no one can find

I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel

Whoa, whoa
They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall?

Whoa, whoa
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall

See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall

I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel

Take me there
(Whoa, whoa)
Take me there
Take me there

Whoa, whoa
They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall?

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Can't be tamed - Miley Cyrus

For those who don't know me, I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, yep, 24 hours a day
'Cause I'm hot like that
Every guy everywhere just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection, I always get the 10s
'Cause I'm built like that

I go through guys like money flyin' out their hands
They try to change me but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never planned
If you're gonna be my man, understand

(Chorus)
I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't, can't be tamed,
I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't,(can't be)
I can't be tamed

If I see my reflectiona bout my intentions
I'll tell ya I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell ya to get to hell
I'm like a puzzle but all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this, we can make some magic
I'm hot like that

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And If you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby by now you should know

[Chorus]

I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't, can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't, can't be(can't be)
I can't be tamed


I'm not a trick you play, I ride a different way
I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake, It's set in my DNA
Don't change me (my DNA) (ooo) x4
(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And If you try to hold me back I might explode
So baby by now you should know

(Chorus)


I can't be tamed, I can't be saved
I can't be blamed, I can't, can't
I can't can't be tamed, I can't be changed
I can't be saved, I can't be(can't be)
I can't be tamed

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When I look at you - Miley Cyrus

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody when the night's so long
'Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me
All I need, every breath that I breathe
Don't ya know, you're beautiful

Yeah, yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
I look at you

Yeah, yeah, oh, oh
You appear just like a dream to me

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Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
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Fireflies - Owl City

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

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Naturally - Selena Gomez

How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive, you don't have to try
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

And it takes my breath away
What you do so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

You have a way of moving me
A force of nature, your energy
It comes naturally
It comes naturally, yeah

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

When we collide sparks fly
When you look in my eyes
It takes my breath away

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

Naturally
Naturally
Naturally
Bay-bay-baby

Naturally
Naturally
Naturally
Everything, baby, comes naturally

Naturally
Naturally
Everything, baby, comes naturally

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Hope you guys enjoy and like it~

Evonee

25-7-2010

Sunday

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My Chocolate Is Back!!!!

My Chocolate Is Back!!!!

chocolate,

I miss you so much....!!!!

yummy yummy~

yesterday night,

i ate chocolate,

and then my bro say:You don't know eat chocolate at night will more fat?

me:har??I don't know o~aiyo...who cares...i like to eat what...I become fat,
I do exercise loooo~~~~

haha~

If i really fat,

just exercise loo~

who cares~!!

miss you ya ,

chocolate~
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Evonee

15-7-2010

Thursday

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chocolate...yummy yummy

Morning,

I have a cold.

Afternoon,

I have a headache.

Until now,

I'm still headache.

really pity me lah~

i feel sleepy,

but i can't sleep~

don't know what to do~

who can tell me??

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Evonee

12-7-2010

Monday

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THE TWILIGHT SAGA-ECLIPES~

THE TWILIGHT SAGA-ECLIPES is in the cinema now!!!

yesterday i went to parade cinema for watching this movie~

IT IS FANTASTIC!!!!

I like it so much!!!

but I'm not sure that everyone like it.

I like Edwards !

I like Bella too~

They are pretty cool!!!!

Bella want to become vampire because of love~!!!

Love is blind!!!!

But someone like Jacob!

I can show her that I watch her idol!!!

haha!!

she say:arh!!!!it is so unfair,...I want to see him too!!!

I hope she can go cinema to see him~

someone say that it is boring..

How come!!!??

It is so nice!!!

Hope he knew that~

I wanna said about the movie,

but.....

I don't know how to say!!!

arh!!!

emm...if you want to know about the movie,

go watch yourself...

but if you really don't like that,

don't scold me~~

*this is the third movie of twilight,if you haven't see in front that two movie,you won't understand,so please see before you go to see that movie..i sure you all knew that..

Yesterday ticket sold all already,

luckily got another 4 places left...

if not,

i also can't watch it!!

I love it so much!!!

hope you like it too~

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Evonee

11-7-2010

Sunday

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Don't know that you all agree with me or not~

please tell me your answer at chat box~

thanks you~

A short happy moment~

A short happy moment~

Friday,

We have Geography,

every Geography period,

we can go back to the place where we sat last time,

the place I like and i sat last time,

have a joke with Melissa...

I feel not so boring and

It feel good~

our geography teacher is busy,

so she give us note,

call us study ourselves~

when i was laugh like mad,

and happy,

Miss Swaran(my english teacher)came in my class and say,

:Cikgu,saya sudah tukar tempat mereka...kenapa mereka duduk di tempat dulu mereka?

the someone answer:because we have our own group in geography,

so we need to change place .

:What??now what are you having?

whole class:Geography.

:then where your teacher?

:she busying.

:then why you all sit like this?sit back the place I change.

a short happy moment has pass...

I don't like Geography because i hate Geography...

but just because I would have a happy moment at Geography period,

I hope that Geography period had everyday~

maybe someone think that I just remember my MGS friends,

but,

have a lot of memories between us,

friends...

even I just write somethings about my life in MGS,

But I still remember you all~

the friends who kind me good~

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Evonee

Sunday

11-7-2010

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I NEED SOME CHOCOLATE NOW!!!

Chocolate,

I need you now!!!

I'm so moody,

a lot of homework today and teacher change our place ,

chocolate,

I need you now !!!

When I think about you,chocolate,

I will become more happier~

Is this your magic??

If really is,

then when i not happy,

you will become my friends~

Chocolate,

I LOVE YOU!!!!












YUMMY~YUMMY~

I love you so much ,chocolate!!!

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Evonee

8-7-2010

Thursday

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Eclipes,

wait for me~

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A BETTER LIFE??

OH MY GOD!!!!

Teacher change my place!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!

Whole class change the place,

but just two SPECIAL PEOPLE don't need to change their place!!!

SO UNFAIR!!!!

Teacher change my place to in front!!!

I not really like to it in front,

but,

it still ok~

but the another things is,

our desk partner!!!!

Help!!!!

I sit with a girls

who don't know my name

and same class with me for half years!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!

GOD HELP LAH!!!

I know her name ,

but she don't know my name!!!!

How come lah!!!!

Maybe i really need God help~!!

another things that teacher told us is:

teacher : I will change your place after September holidays...
Do you like your place??

whole class shout : NO!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!

I want to sit with Melissa!!!

I will miss you Melissa!!!

Hope you miss me too~~

Is this really is our life,

If I can choose,

I will like to sit with Melissa ,

even she is India people,

*she is a Christian,she don't even know how to speak her language

I don't know maybe i will have fun sitting with my new desk partner a not~

I'M going to be crazy!!!!

I WILL REMEMBER TODAY WELL!!!

If this really is a better life??

Who can told me??
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Evonee

Thursday

8-7-2010

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OMG!!!

Eclipes is in the cinema now!!!

Eclipes,

wait for me!!!

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I LOV3 CHOCOLATE!!!!!

Chocolate,I love you~!!!!

delicious !!!!

Chocolate could make you happy??

The answer is :YES!!

There is no need to feel guilty about eating chocolate.

Actually the chocolate can be good for you and your heart.

Many people eat chocolate when they are sad or unhappy.

Others are addicted to chocolate’s unique taste and smell.

Some even assert that chocolate can relax you,

help you lose weight, and prolong your life.

The truth is ,

chocolate give us energy and make us happy,

than we must eat its every day.

All that interesting fact,

makes me personally think,

that eating chocolate responsibly is good for everyone!

So,

Whatever what you say,

I still will continue eat my favorite , CHOCOLATE!!!!
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Evonee

7-7-2010

Wednesday

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Owl City - Vanilla Twilight with Lyrics

The stars lean down to kiss you

And I lie awake and miss you

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'd send a postcard to you, dear

'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue

But it's not the same without you

Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad

'Til I look at my hands and feel sad

'Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways

Though I haven't slept in two days

'Cause cold nostalgia

Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight

I'll sit on the front porch all night

Waist-deep in thought because

When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink

I'll think of you tonight

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter

And heavy wings grow lighter

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew

But I swear I won't forget you

Oh, if my voice could reach

Back through the past

I'd whisper in your ear

Oh darling, I wish you were here


This is the song i like now~:D