I think forget about it is better for everyone

I think I should forget what happen around me this few week...

i think...

I already forget...

okay...

here I should say "SORRY"

to everyone because I was disturbing everyone that time when i was not happy...

"SORRY"

some more...

"Thanks...

when i was not happy...

you all give me many advise..

make me happy...

now i okay already...

so...

thanks you guys...

thanks you...

thanks...

Forget what happen now is better than anythings...

forget about it is better for everyone included me...

so...

send you all one words...

L.O.V.E ...

L.O.V.E stands for

L - Lake of sorrow

O - Ocean of tears

V - Valley of death

E - End of life

L.O.V.E could say as a very important words in our life...

we say I LOVE YOU to everyone we love...

l.o.v.e - Lake of sorrow, Ocean of tears, Valley of death, End of life

that mean...

love also full of our memory...

is mean our life is full of love...

okay...

i don't know what should i write already...

so...

i think i should end my post now..

lastly...

i must say "thanks you" and "sorry" to all of you...

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Evonee

23-8-2010

Monday

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today is hungry ghost festival...

hope you all can sleep well....

Did I do wrong??

okay...

I need to say...

that "Don't pretend again" and

"Why They Don't know what they done is wrong!?"

is saying two different people...

can i ask...

did i do anythings wrong to hurt them or bully them??

I think no right??!!

But ...

every things I do ...

they say is wrong....

they say me 8...

care about friends also call 8...

then remember friends...

don't care about this kind of friends...

like to say you like a dog and like a maid...

some more say me中伤他...

beg you lah...

use a mirror to see your look lah....

you not very famous...

my friends wont know who are you...

because they are my friends...

tell them what happen...

got anythings wrong??

If my heart bleeding...

I cannot tell anyone just because of you...

but if my heart really very pain...

what should I do??

tell my friends lah...

then they will give me advise...

teach me how to do...

the ways i endure you and give you faces

won't be happen anymore...

because you are not my friends anymore....

i won't allowed i have a rude friends....

say the friends who care about you 8....

If you can't accept my way...

I also can't accept you way...

last time....

u call me 8 po...

i just think that you are joking....

but now...

I know you are serious...

You don't care about people heart...

you like to say what then what...

do you think you are queen???

or princess????

but you aren't ...

you aren't a princess or a queen...

so you can't scold me...

did i scold you back...

did i??

i didn't!!!

hate me???

you think i don't know you always say my bad things behind me???

I know that....

say me selfloving...say me fahao...

say that i think myself very pretty...

all i gonna to say is i didn't...

I believe that myself is ugly....

so even they say me ugly...

i won't care...

but just you can't...

endure live in my heart for 12 years 11 month...

endure tell me i must endure you..

but i think your endure don't have tell you about...

you are rude...

a little bit then say rude words...

okay...

i know i am rude also...

but..

you know...

when i go back home...

my mum put her eyes on me...

i need stand straight...

i need to sit probely to eat...

I cannot waste my time...

everythings everythings i do...

my mum is seeing...

even sometimes i don't have do...

but at least...

i respect them...

i won't say rude words if i not angry or anythings...

angry is an evil in my life...

angry will make me become very rude...

so...

i try not to be angry...

even this moment...

my heart not bleeding...

not angrying...

and not sleeping...

"heart broke into pieces and i can't catch it"

this words is not suitable for my heart....

cause now my heart tell me...

this kind of friends...

who don't know how to respect me...

no need to care about them...

I believe when I grow older...

Anythings will be different ...

they will get punishment from their god...
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Evonee

21-8-2010

Saturday

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Why They Don't know what they done is wrong!?

I really disappointed....

They won't know why they wrong at...

and say you are annoying...

the one who do wrong is you...

could you believe that???!!!

they always call you 8 po...

call u idiot...

say that you is maid...

say that you is A DOG!!!

Remember...

they say you is a dog...

last time...

i won't care...

but now...

already enough...

pass few year...

when my heart bleeding...

who knows???

they just think you is a dog...

call you sit then sit...

call you stand then stand...

give they bit also won't angry...

can you believe that???

last time i was the dog that they say...

i won't angry because i know...

if i really scold her...

we won't be friends anymore...

so i just like nothings happen...

just smile...

but now...

already enough...

I don't want endure anymore.....!!!!

they will just think that you is a dog...

bully you ...

you won't angry at all...

endure live in my life for 12years 11month...

now...

i really don't want endure her anymore...

when our heart hurt...

then they will say you 8 po....

in front plus want si...everyday like that say you!

could you believe that..

she your friends!!!

some more she write at facebook say me 中伤他!!!

i got say anythings!!!

so that why i say...

i was disappointed...

i hope my life won't have her!

God I beg you...

i beg you just let her disappear at my life...

God I bless you!!!

hope God can hear what i say...

even this is a bad hope...

but i really can't endure her...

really...
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Evonee

20-8-2010

Friday

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Don't pretend again...

Okay....

this is nothings about myself or who...

is just about the girl

who think that she are very pretty...

who think she was a princess ...

who think she was very smart ...

who think she was very big...

call you do anythings must do ...

some more don't even respect eldest ...

You know why I say she don't even respect eldest???

because when you go in people car ...

you must call the people who fetch you ...

but she didn't ...

she just go in and don't talk anythings...

no manners at all ...

my friends told me ...

when her mum fetch them ...

they call auntie ...

she won't care about you want ...

some more like to show off...

no wonder she got this kind of daughter...

like to lie people ...

i remember she lie my friends about some things impossible...

you know what she say??

she say...

I won a dancing champion in England....

stupid right ...

she don't even think about...

no one will believe it...

because...

it is very difficult to get champion in England...

don't say Champion...

2nd runner up also very difficult...

don't she go see the talent show...

they dance so nice also can't get champion...

so,how can she get champion ...

You know why i say her pretend...

she like to pretend in front of the boys...

pretend that she was smart....

pretend that she was pity....

pretend that she was a good girl ...

just like yesterday...

i really very cool until i shaking...

so i need to sit inside inside....

but you know what she said???

she said...

this two place got people sit want....

if really like that...

then can i ask...

who is that two ghost...???

no one sit there that moment...

and i was shaking...

after that..

i borrow XXX cellphone to see...

i saw what she write to her!!!

she said...

i very bad...hate me...call me don't sit but i sit...

not just this...

the mouth is ours ...

why we must listen to her???

so...

we talk together...

she keep on say to b.bear...

diam lah you....

diam lah you...

i really want slap her...

she don't even respect people....!!!

she think that she was princess!!!

You don't respect me never mine...

but...

please RESPECT MY EYES....

BUT you don't even respect people...

No Manners at all...

i was ashamed that i know her!!!

I FEEL SO ASHAMED ....!!!

ya...

people will change...

some change good...

some change bad...

but at least they know what is manners!!!!

she this kind of people just know how to push the wrong to other people...

show people her innocent faces...

say that she was innocent...

say that she don't do anythings wrong...

but...

start from beginning ....

then she was wrong...

she is a play girl...

now a day...

she got two boyfriends...

English is not very good..

(I know that my English is not very good too)

two of her boyfriends also study in a English school...

I not really want to say her bad things...

but...

she really do many things wrong...

i cannot be friends with this kind of people...

so just forgive me,friends...(not included her)

I no need her forgiveness!!!

okay...

i think i should end this post...

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Evonee

20-8-2010

Friday

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Wednesday joke

Okay…

Did I told you all about

I need to go to school early every Saturday

except for holidays…

I go to school early every Wednesday is because

I have special Chinese class…

It just a normal Chinese class actually…

But I need to go school early…

Sometimes very boring …

But this week…

Teacher let us mark Sam Tet school essay…

(the last class want)

Damn funny…

They write essay very funny…

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Example from one of that essay…

今天妈妈叫我打扫卧室，我便说为什么叫我喔，叫工人咯。

然后妈妈说你不要给我讲多多。快去打扫。

那我就讲哦看咯（OK LO）

Then down there keep on write …

喔..咯…

Very funny …

But I don’t have copy what he write…

So…

I cannot write out that funny things…

But if can..

Then next time I put on here…

Haha…

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okay..

that all for this post...

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Evonee

19-8-2010

Thursday

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Can We Pretend That Airplanes In The Night Sky

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars....

could really use a wish right now

(wish right now, wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now

(wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish

To go back to a place much simpler than this

Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'

And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion

And all the pandemonium and all the madness

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

And when you're staring at that phone in your lap

And you hoping but them people never call you back

But that's just how the story unfolds

You get another hand soon after you fold

And when your plans unravel

And they sayin' what would you wish for

If you had one chance

So airplane airplane sorry I'm late

I'm on my way so don't close that gate

If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight

And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

The Truth That You Leave (pianoboy)

The truth That You Leave

If you Want to know how to play this song

you can go this website...

http://zhaogepu.com/gangqin/44508.html

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Evonee

16-8-2010

Monday

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I Still That Childish...

Someone say that I become mature...

but..

all i can say is...

i still childish...

maybe you all wont know how childish am i ...

cause...

not many people know that...

but i think maybe i know why they say me mature...

they say me mature because what i say have different...

they say me mature is because i grow bigger...

they say me mature because they don't know what i worried about...

I want to be childish...

then not many things to worried about...

just laugh and smile to pass all my life...

then you say how great is that...

I hope so...

last i want to say ...

i am childish...

i am childish...

i am childish...

i am childish...

i am childish...

keep on repeat...

then maybe i will become more childish...

hehe...

everyday ...

i call my bro like this :

brother brother brother brother brother brother...

just keep on call if they don't care what i say...

that way i say myself childish...

i am childish

i am childish

i am childish...

i am childish!!!!

haha....

(lame)

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Evonee

13-8-2010

Friday

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Love the ways you lie...Eminem feat Rihanna

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love her
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
'Cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's Lois Lane, but when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you're best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know you 'cause today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, Baby, it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

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Evonee

11-8-2010

Wednesday

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Memories~

A lot of memories...

but...

I want to write about my three brothers...

hehe..

someone said that..

got brother or sister is not good...

but for me..

have some brothers is great!

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Memories with my big brothers...

When i was small...

my brothers like to say this words in front of me...

"Fin Fin"

You know what is that???

This is a name of a fish....

zzz...

but my brother always say in front of me...

ish...

and some times he is funny...

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Memories with my second brothers...

aiyo..

my this brothers arh...

haiiii....

don't know how to say...

when i was small,

he will always say like this...

"yee voon...who bully you tell me...

i help you scold him or her..."

then one day...

my friends brother use a marble guns to attack me...

that's pain...

so i go up stair and tell my brothers...

my brother go down stair and scold him say

"Why you bully her...you haven't die before arh...???"'

that make me feel so happy...

and i very glad that i have this brothers...

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Memories with third brothers...

haha...

this brother arh...

aiyo...

also don't know how to say him...

this brother always give me trouble...

some more i must follow what he say...

this is call bully...

T.T

but...

he still will protect me...

that is really great you know...

that feel great!

anythings i wanna to buy..

i will just like...

"yerrrr....gege...i want to buy this...buy for me"

sometimes my brothers will buy for me...

not just my third brothers...

my others brothers also will buy for me...

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It is really great...

you live in the place who everyone protect us...

you will feel that is wonderful...

I appreciate what i have now...

thanks every one who cares about me...

thanks...

and who say is not good having a brothers...

but youngest brothers really not good...~

hehe~

have to end my post now...

bye

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Evonee

11-8-2010

Wednesday

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If Time Might Flow Back~

Last week,

I was arranging my cupboard and desk...

I found many things...

I found the greeting cards who give by Kong...

Birthday cards , Chinese New Year cards.....

Finally,

I found out who is the one who really care about me...

I found out...

My family....

Kong...

Janice....

Angelia....

any others...

I was glad...

I wish that time could flow back...

that time...

I will appreciate the time we together....

I will...

Secondary school...

I really very stupid in feeling...

I don't know what is happening and

I don't know who is my real friends that who kind me goods...

i really don't know...

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Evonee

8-8-2010

Sunday

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All The Best In Exam!!!!

All the best in exam ,

for everyone who having exam this few weeks!!!

hope you all pass your exam with flying colour!

add oil!!!!

OMG!!!

I have to study now...

bye~

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Evonee

2-8-2010

Monday

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all the best in exam fiends~